I Am Not Myself These Days: A Memoir

Delve into the seductive and chaotic realm of New York City's nightlife during the 90s with Josh Kilmer-Purcell's outstanding memoir. This captivating narrative draws readers into the world of drag queens and male escorts, revealing the depth and humanity behind a lifestyle that often seems foreign to the average reader. As Josh reveals his journey, filled with laughter, heartbreak, and poignant truths, you will find a universal connection in his experiences, sharing concerns about love, rent, and the consequences...

Delve into the seductive and chaotic realm of New York City's nightlife during the 90s with Josh Kilmer-Purcell's outstanding memoir. This captivating narrative draws readers into the world of drag queens and male escorts, revealing the depth and humanity behind a lifestyle that often seems foreign to the average reader. As Josh reveals his journey, filled with laughter, heartbreak, and poignant truths, you will find a universal connection in his experiences, sharing concerns about love, rent, and the consequences of our choices.

The memoir is not just an exploration of tumultuous times but also a compelling testament to resilience and the human spirit. With sharp humor and raw vulnerability, Josh pulls back the curtain on a colorful yet often misunderstood community, inviting readers to laugh alongside him while also inviting them to cry. As he navigates through parties, relationships, and the bonds between friends, this book becomes a reflection of our deepest fears, fantasies, and desires.

What sets this memoir apart is its emotional authenticity; it’s a journey that challenges societal norms and perceptions while exploring the intersection between joy and sorrow in a captivating prose style that transports you into his world. You will laugh at Aqua’s biting wit while crying for Jack and Josh as they stagger through their chaotic lives, forming connections that feel genuine and heartwarming.

In essence, this is not just a story of escapades in the underground scene; it’s a reflection on human connections that stretch beyond superficiality, resonating with anyone who has ever felt lost or yearning for understanding. It challenges every reader to confront their own lives, grappling with humor and sadness as they accompany Josh on his heartfelt journey. Experience an emotional ride of vibrant stories that will touch your soul and keep you turning pages.